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[14 May 2012|07:28am] |
2morrow is the last day of classes! EVAR. well, hi skool, i think college has got 2 b funner cuz high school was just balls. like, seriously. and the skool has got this weird heating were sitting in class is like broiling, its a pain, and not necessary. just turn the heat down, the nuns r squelching in their habits. but onlee 2 days left, then the chaos of this quest thing, and my mom, of course. cuz shes like, really freaking pregnant and if i say nething that could b considered a mean thing shell just blow up at me and me like 'i dont want my baby growing up in poverty!' and stuff, cuz that was an option. i dont no y dad not onlee stays married 2 her, but celebr8s there marriage once a year. he could get alimony, id vouch 4 him.
i got exams next week, but thats cul. well, a bit stressful but i got gold clouds or whatever on the other side. a weekend with prom dress is already 2 go i try it on everynite 2 make sure and my graduation dress. moms got the whole family coming up from philly, gunna bring a little spanish explosion 2 fontbonne. im the 1st grandkid 2 graduate from high school, so im freaking big news. mom will b the resident whale. im gunna need 2 find sumthing else to complain about once im outta skool. thinking of getting another job. that should do it.
[Private to Simon]
apparently im questing this week, 4 the music,4 catholicism apparently. but ill b back by staruday if i need 2 take a bus by myself. u hear me? a bus.
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[06 May 2012|02:30pm] |
I AM 19! 2 DAY IS MY BIRTHDAY! i am nearly 20 u can put all of your 18 year old jokes bhind now.and so far its been awsum, spent the nite morning with my boyfriend, and then i went 2 church but that wasnt so bad. got a shout out from the priest. 2nite dad's gunna take us 2 dinner. i didnt bet on the ky derby but i was totes rite neway. i finally get 2 open all of the bday cards ive been getting from my family. a collective sum of $200 so far. its sunday so sum moar will probs come in 2morrow. i havent opened the gifts frum my folks yet but im sure theyll b awsum. today is awesum! BCUZ I AM 19 AND ITS MY BIRHDAY!
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[26 Apr 2012|10:45am] |
ok so no1 panic. like. no1 panic. but, 4 serious, 4 SERIOUS HERE, i 1 10thou last nite. $. 10. thou. $. i guessed the powerball. never done that! I GUESSED THE POWERBALL! i 1 10 thou$!!! sum of it is getting taken out 4 taxes and crap but i get most of it!!! mom's making me put a lot of it in 4 college which, ok, fine, i c that. but STILL. holy crap! i never thought id say this, but i dont h8 Apollo rite now. this is the coolest thing. i dont no wat 2 buy. sumthing pretty! buks! another game 4 my ds! moar clothes!
mayb ill get bilius 1 of those ultra cool cat playgrounds.
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[16 Apr 2012|02:06pm] |
i got a nu phone yesterday! dont worry, i saved all of your numbers and my number is the same, managed 2 sav the chip from the wreckage of the old phone. i had a nice, weird, turkish 2nd easter yesteday. met a brilliant author who helped me figure sum stuff out. apparently, men are loco en la cabeza, if u no wat i mean, but i think i new that 1 already. like em neway. i am back at skool 2day, like.... now, actually. but its math class so i think the nun expects none of us 2 actually b paying attention. when 2day is over, 21 days left of high school. thanks the gods. and then prom(!) and graduation. and then Marielos, actually. she is due 2 arrive 6/11, but well c. i think i was early, but hopefully shell come after the 2nd so ill b graduated.
the family wants 2 do sumthing special 4 my graduation, since im the 1st grandkid 2 graduate high school. theyd been thinking of a family vacation sumwhere but then a certain sum1 got pregnant. then the tios offered 2 help me move out whenever i do that, but i sorta no the best moving guy in town, so, not entirely sure wat 2 ask the family 4. i got money, started doing sum lotto numbers which is being progressively fruitful. i dunno, not a lot of rum 2 park cars in this city. i am legit in a place 2 get a big gift and i dont no wat 2 ask 4.
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[10 Apr 2012|11:46am] |
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not gunna lie, it was nice not 2 b a vampire on a major family holiday again. sort of bgan 2 miss those weirdos. it was also cool/weird going back 2 our church in philly. luckily the padre spent mor time talking 2 mom and sort of left me alone. i think he was a little surprised mom was the 1 pregnant and not me. abuela made me help cuk, cuz im 1 of the women now, which was fine cuz i got 2 ignore my annoying cousins. well, i guess that sucks bcuz i havent gotten an easter basket in a few years so i used 2 just steal from them, but i can buy chocol8. its cheap now and i can afford it. i might need 2 run and do mor yoga this week tho, 2 counteract. i got a bday party 2morrow, and i need 2 find sumthing else 2 read, cuz ive read all of the buks by gussie's mom. is she working on sumthing else, gussie? but seriously, luk at me, not at school and still doing stuff.
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[04 Apr 2012|01:13pm] |
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eaaster breaaaaak. omg finally. its been 2 long since my last break. no school till the 16th. and then only a month left of classes. 2 b specific, 22days of class, 4 of which r 1/2days. then i just gotta pick which college i wanna go 2. and, like, move out. i'm trying 2 work on picking lotto numbers, which will totally come in handy with finding a place 2 liv in nyc, rite? i might get a roommate, hav a few ideas. i just do not want 2 liv at home. especially when they got a baby 2 raise. i might babysit every now and then but mostly, like. can u imagine it? i could stay out sumwhere as late as i want, spend the nite newhere and not have 2 panic about my mom finding out. i would have 2 lie less about who my friends r, even. itll b glorious. ill b like mary tyler more or sumthing. freeeeedoooom.
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[28 Mar 2012|01:36pm] |
i am liking this weather, 4 serious. and i get to stay up all kinds of l8 and its only gonna get l8r. i hav time 2 do crap. like, i got bored the other day. NOT IN SKOOL, even. i never hav time 2 b bored in the winter. i hav been reading mor, and doing mor yoga. itll b nice when mom stops bing pregnant and we can do sum non-pregnant yoga. sum of these things r intents. 4 real. there is even yoga 4 kids stuff so mayb 1 day mom, Marielos and i can do it all 2gether. itll be real cute. dad refuses but i guess thats a guy thing? there r guys in the class with their wives. i guess sports writers dont do yoga.
there is a blud drive at skool on friday. im not a fan of needles. who the hell is? but i was kinda thinking about doing it at least once, so i can say I have, rite? no mor guilt their. but i was wondering if, like, bing a demigod and stuff. how does that work? i wouldnt give sum normal personal the ability 2 c the future, would i? if they got my blood? that would trip them up.
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[21 Mar 2012|03:15pm] |
i dont really hav a lot 2 write about. spending a lot of time with anya, totally gave up on lent, scene a lot of movies, new appreciation 4 taylor kitsch, saw the st. pat's parade with Mickey :), and luckily there is not a lot of school this week 2 miss. been thinking about the future a lot. wat im gonna do after school and wat not. had a dream about playing my violin 2 sum dog 2 get it 2 sleep?
anya, milo canonici's daughter, is doing ok.
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[14 Mar 2012|01:05pm] |
home again! and school. booo. parents luved their hats. mickey and simon and jackson i brought stuff back 4 u, but jackson we can totally go explore the catacombs 2day rite? i wanna luk at those weapons. and mickey yeah driving lessons! i can tell ua bout my cool diriving this weekend. thurs? awesum. it sorta sucks at school, and its still spirit week so the kids r like, wearing crazy colors and hats. i am glad i missed senior spirit day, 4 real. i got next monday off, 2! and then sum half days.
neway, i enjoyed the weekend, it was really... new, and cool, but i do feel a bit like being back in civilization. we should go camping again this summer tho. mayb after Marielos is settled in.
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[07 Mar 2012|04:14pm] |
started my 'social dance' classes at school this week. y am i always the man? seriously? i am not that tall and i have long hair. i cant learn 2 do this if i always hav 2 b the man. not that its cool or fun neway, i just dnt want 2 b the guy all the time! also international womans day is 2morrow, so, u betta respect.
neway, i will b outta town this weekend. i am heading westward just like my spanish ancestors did, 2 convert and spread disease 2 the native population. mayb build sum houses with distinct rooftops. gunna miss school a few days, including senior spirit day. and yes, my parents no about this. i am sending them postcards and bringing them back hats. ill still hav my cell but i think it counts as long distance so dont expect a reply.
also daylight savings time on sundaaaaaay. i get 2 stay up lateeerrrrrrr.
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[29 Feb 2012|12:22pm] |
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so wat is the deal with leap year? y isnt it march yet? no1 has fully explained this 2 me. and wat DOES happen 2 the people whose r born 2day? how old r they? when do they celebrate their birthday? its just a weird thing to have, isnt it? neway, i woke up this morning feeling like i just had the longest, worst pms of my life. i told my mom and she was like 'im 5 1/2 months pregnant dont complain 2 me about hormones.' pregnant women r so bitchy. plz adopt. skool still sucks but i dont got a lot left. and this friday i hav off, and 2 half days next week, then i am taking a few off 4 A GUD REASON, no1 jump down my throat about it. god noes i dont wanna miss a bunch of peppy blond girls njoy spirit week! got only 3 months left of high school and then i am outta here. still getting accepted in2 colleges, so i got a choice. i should start luking 4 apartments.
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[24 Feb 2012|12:55pm] |
well i was succesfully not a vampire this week. not sure how that happened but im not about 2 complain. thumbs up 2 however that happened. i had weird ass dreams last nite tho. brady u bought me nightgowns and panties ari u proposed 2 me gus u were spiderman! but it was like your pre-spider time but only i new who youd b cuz of my proph skills. neway, i go back 2 school on monday. lame. but i get next fri off 2. than 2 half days the next week. im starting 2 like this school. last trimester begins next month. after that im a free woman.
Sunny, I think I found something else of yours that fell into my bag. I only just found it. We should meet up so I can give it back.
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[17 Feb 2012|05:20pm] |
tgif. i start my mid-winter break nooow. no schol until, like, basically march, its pretty cool. i never had a mid winter break before, its nearly as long as spring break. my teachers were kind eough to load me down with homework 4 it, thou. do they not understand what a 'break' is? or is 4? it is sew i dont hav 2 do school stuff. just bcuz they r nuns and c idleness as a sin doesnt make them rite mean we dont deserve it. hell i gotta take regents exams!
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[15 Feb 2012|11:00am] |
Private to simmooooooooooooon
u i do not nooo where u rrr.. drinks. wwer shoudl have frinkes and now! bcasue wwel jyou know just be cus . do you now where i live i livee on 93rd street in brorokleyn you should totally co me over adn we weill drun ik and bring more drin k becasue im a alalll out and itie pay you for it so ceom on dorwnn mmr freench siirrrr
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[09 Feb 2012|10:52am] |
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aww yeah. come 11th my parents r outta here. there cruise doesnt start till the 12th, but the leave from florida sew theyre leaving on sat. so I will home alone 4 a whole week, how awesum is that? still gotta go 2 class but i got a half day on wed anyway. if the cruise had been the next week it would been amazing, cuz i got that week off as mid-winter recess. i luv fontbonne. its like they want a school, they just dont want the kids 2 ever have 2 show up. this is my expensive quality education, people.
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[04 Feb 2012|04:19pm] |
super boooowl weeekkeeeeeend. dad is having sum of his friends from work over, who mom and i havent met yet. he normally had friends from work over, but new work = new friends. sportswriters bet on the super bowl. duh. but this year dad has bets at this work and his work back in philly, bcuz they refuse to accept that hes rite every year, and will make him take part until hes wrong. his new work buddies dont blieve that hes always right. dad always, always wins the super bowl bet. y? bcuz of meeeee. i no longer stick around 4 the game. i tend 2 ruin them and it bores me, since i no wats gonna happen. but on monday dad spends his winnings 2 by us all fancy dinner.
but neway. ari, i lent your buk 2 Kat. and gus i am reading yours. u should have put jackass out an air lock. marvin reminds me of mr can a friend of mine, its weird.
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[31 Jan 2012|10:08am] |
went 2 the library yesterday, had 2 return all those buks fake me read but didnt realize were they cam from? luckily they werent late! they do crap 2 your thumbs if the books r late. but neway, i found sumthing weird. buks. wel, i mean, weird buks. weird like... im in them? well in 1, and so is mr canonici. and a lot of u guys. its like the versions of the books we were in r now actual books. i picked up a few of them. im not reading mine yet
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[25 Jan 2012|08:13pm] |
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Piggy is dead. Roger just took a rock and... Piggy is dead. Sam and Eric are gone. It's just Simon and I now, and he isn't doing so well. Jack has the fire. If this is my last entry in this journal... someone tell Daddy I did my best. I was brave.
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[21 Jan 2012|05:31pm] |
FUUUUU SCREW YOU JACK MERRIDEW! You coward! You know damn well that isn't a victim it's THE BEAST and I destroyed it when you RAN AWAY.
This is bad. This is so bad. I'm giving Simon my shield, I don't care anymore. At least we have the fire. Let Jack hunt pigs to extinction, I am getting us off this island! AND LEAVING JACK AND HIS HUNTERS BEHIND.
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[18 Jan 2012|05:07pm] |
ive let simon mr canonici go get sumthing 2 eat and am watching the fire. everything is hot here. ive been trying 2 get every1 sumthing 2 do. mr canonici and piggy maning the fire. jack and his choir in charge of food. though hes mostly getting meat so i think ill have piggy and sum of the little 1s go around getting fruit and nuts 2morrow. others r getting water. another group maintaing the huts and the camp site.
ive got a good shield going here. i used my boot strings to tie a whole lot of twigs 2gether. then i started teaching the others. their getting scared of the beast, so i tell them and show them, that every1 has bootstrings, plenty of wood, so every1 can hav a shield. mine is a bit mor tho. i covered the twigs in like a sandy/muddy mix. used 1 of my jacket sleeves as a handle on the back. im either gonna use the back of my jacket over the sand/mud mix, or mayb try 2 use the hide off that pig. jacks got a knife but ive been using sharp stones real well, i could clean and cut that hide and tie it around my shield before it dries.
ive been thinking about trying 2 get that knife away from jack. make him lose it. its been useful but i dont like him having it. i feel bad treating him like a monster when all hes done is let the fire go out
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